when you take off
your carefully chosen clothes
with someone you've been getting to know
or, getting out of the bathtub
when you were three
a wet towel wrapped around
your shivering body
french toast and spur of the moment love notes
a codine coat
and annie's dreamboat
i was with pat and trev and eric
while jason anderson spilled his soul
with chelsea in my loft watching
heavens gate initiation videos
food that we left in the fridge
out of sight
often times goes to waste
and in the worst way,
and i didn't want to let this band-aid
stay wrapped around my finger
for a week.
and as the crowd swelled,
i could sense you,
your hands were covering your face.
because you knew,
oh, you knew...
then, as they dropped the gates
and the bets were placed
your's was against me.
like some insider trade,
you were privy to my fate--
i'm the horse with the broken leg.
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Nana Grizol really just does rip a hole in my heart in the softest way. A beautiful yet bittersweet piece that carries the feelings of being queer and estranged. solancia